i don't own harry potter i actually think that warner brothers does, but don't quote me on that. so much for a disclaimer... uh, most of this, er, all, is siriusxremus yaoi, yaoi not slash. so enjoy or whatever. they're in a chronological order based on this timeline that i have built. the ones written post ootp are marked with a plus (+). for the most part though, i stick to my canon, solely because jkr doesn't. grr.

     :: forsaken :: remus relives his past, from a pre poa perspective. eventual sbxrl. multi-part, work in progress. +

     :: "roses are black" :: valentine’s day maybe sixth year mwpp, sirius’ girlfriend realises that which sirius does not. sbxoc, sb+rl +

     :: the awakening series :: in which the marauders share their opinions about school, homework and siriusxremus (first two before they're a couple, other two after). sbxrl, sbxocs, jpxle ( & ppxoc).
        :."hidden emotions" (james pov)
        :."pray to the moon" (remus pov)
        :."acceptances" (peter pov)
        :."guiding star" (sirius pov)

     :: "torn" :: remus feels betrayed by sirius after he leads snape to him [chapter eighteen of poa (on page 261 in the uk hardcover)]. sbxrl, jp+le, jp+ss. +

     :: "saying goodbye" :: the potters and peter are dead and sirius is off to azkaban. where does this leave one remus lupin? (remus pov) sbxrl, jpxlp. +

     :: "cornered" :: companion to ‘saying goodbye’. sirius is alone in azkaban with only his thoughts and his memories to keep him company. sbxrl, jpxlp.+

     :: the choices series :: in which sirius and remus think about their lives, past, present and future, and eventually reunite. sbxrl, jpxlp, hp+rw.
        :."phases" (remus pov)
        :."after the fact" (sirius pov)
        :."no other options" (remus pov)

     :: "alone" :: somewhere amidst the order, death eaters and o.w.l.s, remus lupin worked behind the scene – only to have his sirius taken away from him for good. (remus pov) sbxrl, hp+rw. +

     :: "together" :: indira's companion to the above. (sirius pov) sbxrl, hp+rw. +

     :: "in spirit only" :: remus is still alone, alone with the memories of his lover. the order and his talks with harry are all that keep him going, and the feeling that sirius is watching. (remus pov) sbxrl +

     :: "waking dream" :: a still mourning remus thinks about his love lost… and then he receives a short letter from dumbledore… (remus pov) sbxrl, mentions of ntxoc. [slightly au, especially if you don't believe that no body = no proof.] +

     ::"but here there is no light" :: remus asks sirius to make a choice, but can either live with it? (remus pov) sbxrl, ntxoc, hp+rw +

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     :: "after 18.00" :: somebody working for the ministry, uh, talks about its inner workings? a somewhat bad satire of the ministry.+